We are looked down on in todays society. I actually had a guy say to me once, "oh, that's what is wrong with you". We work hard to maintain an outward normal appearance only to be judged often times as fakers or attention seekers.
I am still struggling to deal with RA stealing my riding away from me. I have thrown myself back into photography as a distraction. While it helps ... it's just not the same as riding. I know the sooner I can accept no longer being able to ride, I can move on. I'm trying.
I have gone back to injections, the infusions just have not worked well for me. Cimzia doesn't hurt like the Humira injections did. Too early to tell if it's going to help much. Honestly after living with this for 14 years now, maybe I'm just cynical, I don't really expect much help or relief any more. I'm not depressed or feeling sorry for myself, I will be surprised if there is much of a difference.
Below are a few photos I have taken over the winter. Hope you enjoy them.